| i want to be wanted. name anything and i'll tell you one thing about it that scares me. i hate life but i love how i live it. my opinions and inspiration are fed by other people and the majority of them will never know my name but the ones that do either hate me or love me but either way my love for them doubles. almost everything makes me smile and that makes me laugh. (i'm a little crazy) & if i died yesterday, or today, tomorrow, the next day.. i would die happy and i'd want everyone to know that i could never get enough of this terrifying ride society calls life oh yeah, i'm a writer.  |
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there, there.regrets are filling up my mouth and your holding my hand as i choke on my mistakes. if i haven't made it obvious, i need happiness to breathe and lately oxygens been on short supply.there, there.
my hope is hanging by a thread but i don't know how to sew. all im looking for is some eye to eye on my thoughts but there are no pupils on this earth that are the
same shade of black as mine.
by ~xxmiracle
ive wanted to write about youive wanted to write about you
they're just people, you said when i asked about your family. i don't know them.
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you were feathered tears and smiles in all colors of the rainbow. i never told you that i loved the mole on the side of your mouth because i knew what you would say. why? all you ever asked was why.
you talked about your little sister and how proud of her you were. you used to say how you wish you could be something like that so maybe one day you could be there to support her.
i asked about her yesterday, but you couldn't tell me how she was because you hadn't spoken in months.
by ~xxmiracle
things.things.
i'm falling between the cracks and they're closing before i'd even have the chance to think of crawling back out. i've been here for so long it's beginning to feel like home and the last thing i want is to live somewhere i hate. it's not me.
it's become clear i'm not who i used to be but now it is the least of my problems. i am someone else and this someone else is making decisions i would never make; thinking things i'd never think and there's nothing i can do to stop it because it makes me happy and i'm scared.
the months are cold and my spine grows warm with all my regrets and things left unsaid
by ~xxmiracle
i'm not good.i'm not good.
boy one. you wanted my body. that is all.
boy two. you were looking for something you didn't want.
boy one. i wanted you to want my body.
boy three. i wrote you a letter and you made me a heart-shaped box that i never got to see.
i'm sorry.
boy two. i showed you that you were looking for something you didn't want.
accidentally.
boy four. you were backseat massages and every-second-day kisses and i didn't like it. but i'm happy that we're friends.
boy five. you made bets with the track team that my
by ~xxmiracle
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some clairvoyant sonata,I'm wishing for clairvoyance right now.some clairvoyant sonata,
I see the lights in their innumerable colors and wonder how many other anonymous spectrums of light exist, and if we were just not created to see them.
I see the faces in their sinuous expressions and wonder how many of those faces imagine the same.
I move my hips in a gelatinous fashion to the driving bass and drums. A cantabile voice thick with liquor fumes within my ear holes, registering into my brain words so amorous that my innards melt like candle wax. I feel so high without even having to use any substances. The surge in energy tingling through my vei
by ~malalalell
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FAQ #93: aphrodisiac.
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pleasepleaseplease continue to put a smile on my face.
(:
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FAQ #93: aphrodisiac.
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MAKE HER HAPPY -- MCHTHNKS(:
im tired and should go to bed but im not going to cause i dont want to and i already took a nap today.
!actually, im wiped.
so ill probably go.
but i think you should join farmville and be amazing with me. and ill play you a uke song tomorrow - or today, depending on when you check your dA.
must hang out soon - not for a photoshoot but just for good times cause i miss you and our fucking amazing lizriah times. omnomnom.
miss you lots, though i see you everyday. i make sense, right?
anyways - i'll go make a hot chocolate, read, and have sweet dreams about me and robert - and my dreams usually tell the future, so fingers crossed?
yeah?
okay.
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i don't love him,
winter just wasn't my season.
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FAQ #93: aphrodisiac.
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your impossible to find. (L)
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